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oh f—, hello humans this is no longer human here, and we’re going to do a Q&A to celebrate the big 3K, yeah let’s go question number one starting out with a banger, why are you a gooner simple answer to a simple question, because I gooned and I will continue to goon, the follow-up question:“current life goals besides toning down the gooning and not being lazy asf”, to that I cannot provide a definite answer but I’m just going with the flow, and seeing where life takes me cuz if I think too much, my brain might explode and I might want to shoot myself.is it gay or is it masturbation for a man to suck himself off, well I don’t have a PP if I was a man I would personally want, to suck my own you know, um just just for the fun of it and seeing like how it feel, but I it’s probably like tickling yourself you know like ehh, how did you come up with your name nolongerhuman, and did you actually read the book no longer human (by osamu dazai).
I never actually read the book I’m so sorry that I might have fooled you guys, however I listened to the audio book and I read the Junji ito version, but I didn’t read like the physical book, The reason why I named myself no longer human is, because mainly because I watch a lot of video essays on this book, and that’s like how I usually discover new topics or new niches or just random shit, especially like shit from like Wendigoon I just, like watching those type of videos or like documentaries, regarding the book, as fucked as it is if you know the actual story in some ways I, could relate to the main character and I’m pretty sure he has like undiagnosed BPD, um yeah, I don’t condone any of the shit that he did I yeah that book is kind of f—ed up but, anyways how do you stay motivated through to go throughout your day, oh my God I can’t read, how do you stay motivated enough to go through with your day, and any advice for people who are utterly lost in life and want to give up.
um you guys are definitely asking the wrong, person here like if you could just look at my YouTube page, I don’t I don’t know if you guys want to like use me as an prime example of like, advice.I really don’t have advice because I’m also very lost and I don’t know what’s going, on at all and I’m just like full of depression anxiety and other shit, yeah we carry on, if you were stranded on an island and you could bring any anime husbando who are you taking, do I get to bring like three or just like one if I get to bring one, I would choose Tomoe from Kamisama kiss even though he’s not like my like realistic ideal type, he’s just like my fictional ideal type, I like the wolf ears and the the furry tail—, wait wait hold on wait chill um moving on, why do they call it an oven when you of in the cold food of out hot eat the food, what that that gave me like a brain fart I don’t know what’s going on, eat a spoonful of mustard please I will only do it for 100 gifted subs.wait this is the wrong platform.
how long have you been dealing with social anxiety, do you speak 2x speed IRL(in real life) or is it just in the videos well, in this video is just regular um my regular talking, in terms of social anxiety is just like something I’ve dealt with, since I was like 10 years old since I was a tiny little kid, it’s a lot of like uh not being able to fit, in my looks and also just not knowing how to portray myself, in terms of personality so I end up filtering, everything until the point that I just like gave up, and I’m like ffff, I don’t want to talk to people it’s just hard for me to like fit in with people, even now I’ve been trying my best to like get myself out of the gutter, a lot of the times, um but I kind of always end up in the same loop with things that’s kind of how things go, and progress is not linear um so I guess, yeah does the social anxiety video actually work to a certain extent it does, but um I know how hard it is to actually do those things and.
uh I’m not doing it myself as of now because I’m kind of stuck in this rut and I think I need time, to like genuinely want things to change for myself so I can actually get better, if you think your video channel wait if wait I can’t read you think, if your YouTube channel gets big would you be down to do a collaboration with yuyulivestreamingdiary, hell yeah she’s actually my mutual on tiktok on my main account where I post makeup and shit, but you guys will not find that account unless, you really want to find it but it’s not that hard to find yeah, I think…my light just fell, wait hold on okay light is back, yes I wanted to do a collaboration and meet people and people with similar interests at least, and she seems super cool and I don’t know but for me like it’s hard for for me to approach people, out of the blue especially even online I just feel like I don’t know just the, the fear of rejection is just like always like on my shoulders like and I can’t shake it off, so maybe that would be cool.
I don’t know, next question do you have body dysmorphia and if you do how severe and how do you cope with it, for me I can’t even look at myself in mirrors anymore is what the op said, um I I do have um body dysmorphia and if you guys can’t tell I do use filters in my videos because, I clearly cannot like stand to look at myself, without any editing or anything I know it’s like a bad thing per se, because it’s just like it it probably worsens it, however um if I don’t use that shit I would not post, I don’t know it’s just kind of like an online avatar almost, this is how I would like others to perceive me, and of course I don’t exactly perceive myself in that way, that you guys perceive me so it’s like whatever, maybe I’ll do a video without filters one day, it’s weird because my friends say like oh you look more or less the same, but sometimes I do edit myself to look alien like and honestly it’s just for the vibes, yeah I’m just throwing that out there so you guys don’t compare yourselves to me also.
in terms of body dysmorphia I was like the ugly duckling growing up, I had so much freaking acne and a big ass ball spot on, my forehead because I shaved it cuz I was stupid, I think I was like watching like Keeping Up with the Kardashians when I was like in third grade and, then they were like doing some baby hair shit and then like I use a razor and, then like there was like half semicircle over here oh also this is not my real hair, I have red hair but it’s about to change next week I’m not sure yet or, I might fry my hair off do you have, last question: any tips on taking care of your mental health, no no…
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